Är det knäppt att vilja vara evigt singel, men bara vilja vara det om man faktiskt känner att man VALT det, och inte att man bara är tvingad till sololivet? Tydligen. Hittade min diagnos på Wikipedia;

Involuntary celibacy is the absence in human sexuality of intimate relationships or sexual intercourse for reasons other than voluntary celibacy, asexuality, antisexualism, or sexual abstinence. The term (which is sometimes shortened to incel) describes those who, despite being open to sexual intimacy and potential romance with someone and also making active, repeated efforts towards such an end, cannot cause any such end(s) to occur with any significant degree of regularity—or even at all. The psycho-social opposite of involuntary celibacy is a “sex life”.

Involuntarily celibate people may suffer from unusually intense loneliness, frustration, and depression. Behaviors associated with involuntary celibacy can include self-absorption and an unhealthy preoccupation with sexual activities that can have an adverse effect on social interactions—including examples like the incel person mistaking every bit of social attention from the attracted-to gender as a sexual advance; tendencies towards being “obsessed with sex” or having “creepy” behaviors; seeing sexual metaphors where no such metaphors are even remotely intended; and similar phenomena.

Vet inte om jag ska skratta eller gråta alltså,
Ser sexuella metaforer där de inte ens finns? Im your girl! haha